Quit making excuses....
Isn't this how it is done? You will make any excuse possible to avoid doing something. It may be something you DO NOT want to do, but the strange fact is that sometimes it is what you want most in the world.
But procrastination is the name of the game. You fret and worry about it, you dream about, whine and complain about having it or not having it. Isn't it amazing! You are so afraid to fail or conversely to succeed, that you do nothing, except make excuses.
Fear is running the show, fear is holding you back, fear is in control of your life. You cannot allow fear to chain you down.
Feel the fear and do it anyway.
You may fail but, my darling, you may succeed.
The first step to eliminate fear is to do something that you are afraid to do. It may be flying, or learning to drive. It may be speaking up for yourself, public speaking or snakes. It doesn't matter, gird you loins and do it. What is the worst that can happen? You will survive, no matter what happens, so why not just try it out? There is nothing more affirming than accomplishing something that you have previously been afraid to even attempt.
Whatever your fear, it is holding you hostage. You are giving your power to it, giving it a much bigger presence than it deserves. Kick it to the curb.
"Everything you want is on the other side of fear." Jack Canfield
So, suck it up. Hold on tight. Say a prayer. Make a plan. AND just do it!