Friday, 26 September 2014


Friday, Sept. 26/14


The choice was hers... it always was, but she didn't know that.... until she did.

This is how it happens with a realization; it is a heightening of awareness, an awakening, and you 'know' that now, you can make a decision, that now you have a choice. 

You have always had choices, but until you 'know' you do not know that you have. You feel caged, constricted, unable to go anywhere or do anything. But, then it appears out of no where, the answer... and now you know what to do. It is like your mind exploded. The answer is so simple and straightforward, and you wonder why you didn't think of it yourself.... years ago. You get what you need when you need it.

'Things' will always come at you out of left field.. when you least expect it, there is a something you have to contend with that you never expected. No forward thinking or planning is going to stop it. You cannot control everything, 'things' will happen. 

It takes knowing that you are OK, that you will be OK no matter what happens, to realize there is no need for drama, hysterics, or panic... life just goes on. It is your choice whether or not to simply enjoy your life, or worry yourself to death... and I mean that literally, worry is a killer. AND where does it get you? Nowhere! Wouldn't you rather make the choice to be swinging in a tree? Everything will be alright. Be the Queen of your own life... the choice is yours.