Make a decision of what you want,
Give your attention there,
Find the feeling place of it -
And you're there instantly.
There is no reason for you to suffer
and struggle your way to or through
Life was never meant to be a struggle. You really don't have to make that particular choice. You could decide, instead, to be happy. Your entire life is made up of your choices. You have chosen everything that has taken place so far, either deliberately or by your thoughts .
"Your choices of action may be limited, but your choices of thought are not."
There is no reason for you to struggle, that, too is a choice. The only reason you would choose to suffer is that you feel you don't deserve to have the very best. Therefore,your self-esteem needs some work, because you deserve everything the Universe has to offer. Don't ever feel that you can't have something, of course, you can.
Turn your attention away from what you don't want and focus solely on what you do want. 'Your life will be as good as you allow it to be.' Once you have decided what you want, and requested it, all that is left for you to do is allow it, just let it in.
"All of your power is in your choice of thought" Abraham-Hicks